MY HOPES AND EXPECTATION BLACK HOLES AND REVELATIONS
By the tips of your fingers we shall see the white,grey & black side of me.
LOL made that just for the fun of it.
I think you can manage from here.
fzfz
I'LL BE YOUR SUNSHINE IF YOU'LL BE MY RAINBOW
I am nothing but the ordinary Betty.
Like others i laugh & i cry,
I dream & i sigh.
In the journey of life,
I have the lows and the highs.
I rock you world if u rock mine,
I sing along to the song of Little Einsteins,
Like a little child i rant & i whine.
Who am i? what am i?
Like the free dolphins i swim, like free birds i fly.
<3
Fifiz Maidin.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
oui encore un de mes nouveaux débuts /2:44:00 AM
oui oui
Je commence une fois de plus :) You wonder what in the world is she on about. Well its French, related to mon future. French will be one of the modules that I will be taking in my second year alongside to the English courses. I'd say its never too early to start learning ;)
I have deleted everything that I had blogged on before. Its funny on how the mind works. You blog and blog but then and the end you delete every single entries that you've made. But oh well I feel like I am on a new fresh page, a beginning of something great. The great, exciting, undiscovered days of my life. Hopefully it will be great :) *fingers crossed.
I can't believe my first year is over just like that, in a blink of an eye. I have a month and a half to go before I leave this house Purchas 23. Exams is in June. Then will be packing and moving things out :( I love this room of mine.
Its almost 4 am, I should go. My sleeping routine is awful at the moment. I need to be productive later. Need to revise for the upcoming exams. I don't wanna say that I would blog every single day like I did on the last 2 blogs but I would say I will write when I feel like writing. Down below is a piece of writing that I did, apparently I was sentimental just now. But I will srite the continuation to it :)
It felt like it was yesterday when I just got here.Everything is foreign and unwelcoming. But today the pathways,the buildings do not seem to overshadow me as I walk pass them. They seemed friendly and everything seems familiar. Home would be the word I would describe this place, it seemed appropriate to call it home.
I feel like I have grown so much, in terms of loving this place, the people and grown in terms of the person inside of me. She learns to stand on her two feet,tiny,tiny to be compared to the big steps that she has made and the big steps that she is still making.She feels so humble and thankful to her God that had given her the chance of walking into the path of her dreams.
High school was where she dreamt of the days,better yet the world that she is living in now. Years ago it was only a dream which seemed impossible. Reaching this dream of hers is simply like wanting to touch the stars.
It was difficult for her,one step foward would be leaving the people that she cared about but in that one step she would be living in her dreams. Bitter sweet that was how she felt. Sad but excited at the same time.
16 hours later.
Ah yes. Her foot was set on the land called England. She said quietly in her heart "Don't be scared, you are not the only one. Everyone else feels the exact same way you do..." With her friends she brought her bags with her approaching to the new world which she would eventually call home, first thing she felt was the gust of wind blowing towards her. She talks to herself,"This is the weather that mother talked about..."
